When I told you about my problem it was for help not criticism! I did not except to get a lecture on how Im really not a part of this family and all the mistakes I have made in my life. I may not be as close with you and Melissa as you are to each other but the grounds are different I am a 22 year old unmarried without children college student who takes a bigger part in her families life than most her age. I may not be exactly what you want but I am me and can not change that I seem to get lectured on my shallowness towards men. Anyone who would really know whats in my heart knows that shallowness is not a part. (Did you ever stop to think maybe I just want the real thing not the kind you fool yourself with? Maybe I should know before than but Im only human and I make mistakes! I wish it would work out different my whole life it is harder on me when I hurt some one elses fillings than when they hurt mine. As far as my friends go they are good to me and I to them. If I need help from any of them they would give it to me unconditionally. Some are not perfect but who is? They have morals and believe in helping others even Mechel! Any one at this age group still has a lot to learn about themselves and there environment so to blame them for part of this is unfair!!! I wish I would have never got you involved now that I know Im not the only one who wants to change there drinking habits I have a lot of out side help. And when you woke me up this morning Ill I heard was forget about school!! And to me school is the most important thing in my life without a doubt sure sure I know I havent been perfect and my grades are not that great I could have done better and so on. Just like I will never in my life understand the triumphs and tribulations of your life; you will never understand how frustrating it is to have to take 2 hours to accomplish something that took everyone else 30minutes. It was the best move I could have ever made going to HACC t...
