ya know how i told you that i had to talk to you?? well i was gana call you (feg's idea) but as u know im better at writing than talking face to face or on the phone. i just want u to read all this before you think about anything. ok here it goes...i've been thinking the last couple of weeks adn i realized that i've been missing you more than i ever could realize.. i though i was over you because i was with other people but i realized i was only trying to replace you but i always found myself comparing them to you because you were the best thing in my life and i still think you could be... and still want you to be. but that's up to you. But i've done a lot of thinking probably too much and i've just realized that your what i want. I miss all the little things too many to name but (esp...) I remember that night last summer when i found out u liked me the valentines day card that i couldnt stop crying over, how proud i was to be your girlfriend when i watched u play basketball and track and just being with each other. I tried to replace those little things and i just realized how much i really want you back you're the only one in my life that i've had that made me feel this way. My life isn't what it used to be when i had you. Its like i need you in my life to be happy. I've always sorta felt this way but it was in bits and pieces. I never realized it until i thought about it all at once. Just the other day i read that valentines day card that you gave me. It made me think about all these feelings i have inside and i know that if you really felt this way back then you'd still feel somthing right now. I remember back in July i was tlkin to louie (like always he was drunk) and he was asking me about you and if i was still hooked on you and thinkin about you i said yeah he said if you still feel this way a month or so from now, thn you really do love him and were meant to be together i believe that so much now. I miss everything about yo...
