I am scared and sadI have no where to go, where I am cared for Alone in this world I wonder aloneThrough the dark and cold streetsI have no home to return to NO Where do I belongI long to have someone hold me and keep me safe from harmI yearn to feel a gentle touchReach out and assure me that Its all rightTo be a friend and listen To not judge or criticizeTo not give me advice or cut me down To not make me feel guiltyTo not discourage me But to love me For who I am and what I amTo accept me for me And not want me to changeTo make me feel betterTo wipe away my tearsTo look into my swollen eyesTo understand what Im feeling and to make that feeling go awayTo fill the long empty silences No longer would I have to be aloneI want to fit inI try so hard but no matter how hard I try it doesnt workI move from place to place and act as I think others want me to actI want to be a good personBut I need to be lovedI wonder if there is anyone who could ever love me for meWho wouldnt want me to change Who would tell me that Im a good person and that I deserve to be lovedTo save me from drowning in this pool of depression and sorrowTo keep me away from self pity and heartacheI dont know whats wrong with meWhat makes it so hard for anyone to love meDo I push them away when I despretly try to cling to themOr am I that terrifying that they run when they see me appear Am I that stupid that I dont know who I am Or who I am suppose to beI wish I could be in heaven with the one person I know loves meHe has to because I pray And he is suppose to love everyone no matter how filthy they are Know matter how many people theyve hurt And no matter whats wrong with themBut I know that I was put here for a purpose and that one dayGod will use me And maybe I will be able to help someone Until then I will pray that someone will love meEven if only for a minuteThat they will really love meNot because they want something Or because they feel bad for me But because they ...
